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[Sep. 29th, 2013|02:03 pm]
This Is Really Now

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[teddy_remus]
[Location |Our room.]
[Mood |worriedworried]
[I hear |James coming back to bed.]

James?

I woke up, when you--you were out of bed.

Are you--



Come here, James.



Talk to me?

...Please?
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[User Picture]From: james_sirius
2013-09-29 06:04 pm (UTC)
Hi, sorry- I didn't mean to wake you. I just-- I wanted a sandwich.
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[User Picture]From: teddy_remus
2013-09-29 06:06 pm (UTC)
I know. You didn't wake me. I just woke up.



Do you want to talk about it, James?
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[User Picture]From: james_sirius
2013-09-29 06:07 pm (UTC)
Talk about what?
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[User Picture]From: teddy_remus
2013-09-29 06:09 pm (UTC)
Hey.


It's just me.


I'm here to listen to why you feel like a sandwich at three in the morning. Even if the reason is me. Or if you think the reason will upset me. I'm here.
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[User Picture]From: james_sirius
2013-09-29 06:10 pm (UTC)
I-- I know.
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[User Picture]From: teddy_remus
2013-09-29 06:11 pm (UTC)
It's okay, James.

It's okay that you're feeling this way.
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[User Picture]From: james_sirius
2013-09-29 06:13 pm (UTC)
But-- no. You don't--


M'fine, Teddy-- I'm--





sorry.
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[User Picture]From: teddy_remus
2013-09-29 06:14 pm (UTC)
Shhh.


Okay. It's okay.

You have nothing to be sorry about. This is hard, and you're allowed.
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[User Picture]From: james_sirius
2013-09-29 06:17 pm (UTC)
But-- but I'm-- and you're-- and we are fine--


Teddy-- I-- I can't--
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[User Picture]From: teddy_remus
2013-09-29 06:21 pm (UTC)
We will be fine. I know that. There is nothing on earth that I feel like we couldn't face together.


But that doesn't mean that it's all easy.

You do not have to be fine right now. I know you don't want to fall apart, but you are allowed to do that in our own bedroom when everyone else is asleep, okay?
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[User Picture]From: james_sirius
2013-09-29 06:23 pm (UTC)
Mmmmhm.

m'sorry- I'll--



can't.
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[User Picture]From: teddy_remus
2013-09-29 06:24 pm (UTC)
That's okay.


You just take your time.
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[User Picture]From: james_sirius
2013-09-29 06:25 pm (UTC)
M'getting you all wet--
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[User Picture]From: teddy_remus
2013-09-29 06:27 pm (UTC)
I don't mind. Plus, I am actually wearing your shirt.
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[User Picture]From: james_sirius
2013-09-29 06:29 pm (UTC)
Mmhmm.


Teddy. Teddy.
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[User Picture]From: teddy_remus
2013-09-29 06:29 pm (UTC)
I'm right here.
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[User Picture]From: james_sirius
2013-09-29 06:31 pm (UTC)
I know-- I've never-



Teddy I've never been so scared before.
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[User Picture]From: teddy_remus
2013-09-29 06:34 pm (UTC)
I know. It was scary. It was really scary.

And I know where your mind must have been--where it was going.
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[User Picture]From: james_sirius
2013-09-29 06:36 pm (UTC)
Teddy, I-- I thought-- well, it doesn't matter--


Teddy.
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[User Picture]From: teddy_remus
2013-09-29 06:36 pm (UTC)
What?
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[User Picture]From: james_sirius
2013-09-29 06:37 pm (UTC)
I'm not-- you can't do this to me again.
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[User Picture]From: teddy_remus
2013-09-29 06:39 pm (UTC)
I know, James.

It wasn't meant to be this way.
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[User Picture]From: james_sirius
2013-09-29 06:40 pm (UTC)
I just-- I can't anymore, I-- I need you, and-- and


Teddy I thought you were going-- I thought--
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[User Picture]From: teddy_remus
2013-09-29 06:44 pm (UTC)
You thought I wasn't going to wake up.



James, I want forever with you. I want to be old and ridiculous with you.

I don't want this love-cut-short tragedy thing that my parents had.

I never want to leave you.
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[User Picture]From: james_sirius
2013-09-29 06:45 pm (UTC)
I know--
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